Prayer 6.20.20

Oh my soul, why so weary, why so deluded?

Can I not bring about change in my own life?

No.

I have neither the power nor the circumstantial repertoire to perform such acts.

Where shall I turn?

To You Lord, of course.

But yet, why does my spirit lag?

How can I motivate my soul to turn in peril to the only One who can save?

I seek rebellion.  Reasons. Pinpoints as to why I have strayed, as if it was no fault of my own. 

Yet who have I brought with me?

Lord, your servant repents!  I do not wish to have others serve my punishment.

God, in your mercy, please let me have never risen those influenced to sin.

I beg your mercy.

Lord, please.

I am so very sorry.

I want to sing a new song to you Lord,

One of repentance and grace,

A song of redemption and life,

Freedom found in you.

A freedom that cannot be taken,

Nor passed upon,

Not one to be questioned,

Or supposed to be conditional as such,

I just need You, Jesus. 

Please be with me.

Please hold me; bless me.

Let Your face shine upon me,

And give me peace. AMEN.

Published by Niki Melton

Niki is a wife and mother of 2 children. She lives in Charlotte, NC where she enjoys everyday moments that ignite her relationship with our Lord and Savior.

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