Oh my soul, why so weary, why so deluded?
Can I not bring about change in my own life?
No.
I have neither the power nor the circumstantial repertoire to perform such acts.
Where shall I turn?
To You Lord, of course.
But yet, why does my spirit lag?
How can I motivate my soul to turn in peril to the only One who can save?
I seek rebellion. Reasons. Pinpoints as to why I have strayed, as if it was no fault of my own.
Yet who have I brought with me?
Lord, your servant repents! I do not wish to have others serve my punishment.
God, in your mercy, please let me have never risen those influenced to sin.
I beg your mercy.
Lord, please.
I am so very sorry.
I want to sing a new song to you Lord,
One of repentance and grace,
A song of redemption and life,
Freedom found in you.
A freedom that cannot be taken,
Nor passed upon,
Not one to be questioned,
Or supposed to be conditional as such,
I just need You, Jesus.
Please be with me.
Please hold me; bless me.
Let Your face shine upon me,
And give me peace. AMEN.